The Center of Infinity

The center of Infinity Concept began as a simple drawing.
While talking on the phone to a woman, whom I had met snow boarding in South Eastern Colorado, I began to draw the drawing to the right. I could hear both fear and yet strength in her voice, as she laid out a string of recent misfortunes. The stress in her voice was apparent, I listened intently, as my mind searched for solutions. I really wasn't paying attention to what I was drawing almost as if drawing subconsciously. When the call ended my mind was overwhelmed with many thoughts. Was she going to be OK was the big question. Looking down at the yellow notebook, I tried to figure out what I had drawn. What was it? I could recognize the infinity symbol with two arrows, one arrow going up the other down. Then I wrote down the words, crossroads, the origin of Infinity, the middle of infinity, and then the center of infinity. The center of infinity, I liked the way that sounded but what was the meaning of this little drawing? This might be another piece of this complex mystery named Passion Junkie, I thought, which was being revealed one clue at a time. What did it mean?

What is the Center of Infinity?
This drawing came to represent the "Center of Infinity". You might question, if infinity as a measure of time travels on infinitely, can there be a center, a middle, or stopping point? The answer is yes, if this concept is applied to your lifetime or a longer interval of time, your lifeline. The Center of Infinity is neither the past nor the future. Looking backward, your past becomes what has happened in your life that is behind you, whether it is a week ago, two years ago or five minutes ago your past may as well be cast into stone because you cannot change what has happened in the past. Looking forward, your future is liquid, it floats out in front of you, offering many choices, inherent pathways which lead to inherent destinies. Whether it is ten minutes or ten years in front of you, it is not set or cast into stone until you choose these decisions, which will make your future, become your reality. In-between your future and your past, floats the Center of Infinity. At this point you have the greatest control over your future. At the Center of Infinity, the decisions you make today, create the pathway which leads to your own personal destiny tomorrow. Whether you make good decisions or bad decisions it's all up to you.

Why use the term infinity, what is a lifeline?
A lifetime represents the time of your physical existence on earth, from the day you are born to the day you will die. The decisions you make in your lifetime affect more than just your physical existence, they affect your lifeline. A lifeline begins at the start of time and continues infinitely into the future. Looking back along this lifeline you would see hundreds if not thousands of life forms have existed, so you would exist at this time in this place. Looking forward on this lifeline, you would only see the decisions you make and how you interact with the other people whose lifelines yours will cross in the future. What you create in your life everyday, will become a part of this lifeline and can affect many other lifelines into the future. Whether it is a family, a business, a work of art, a cure for cancer, a relationship, or a new way to grow food, whatever you create during your lifetime will live beyond your physical existence in the people whose lives you have changed. There are billions of lifelines on earth, each represents every person alive on this planet, when combined, these intersecting, interwoven, lifelines create the living fabric of the entire human race. Whether you live or die this lifeline continues on forever. The decisions you make everyday while in control of this lifeline can affect everyone you encounter while you live your life. Your energy whether positive or negative, your thoughts whether good or bad, and your actions whatever they may be will change the future. You have an affect on everyone who will cross your pathway throughout your entire life.

How do you want to affect people?
The decisions you make and what you create in your life will have an effect on other people, sometimes this effect will be very slight sometimes this effect will be great. Whether or not you have children what you create in your life will change your lifeline beyond your physical life, infinitely into the future. How will you make the correct decisions? How will you make decisions that will change other peoples lives permanently? How will you make decisions, which will be cast into stone tomorrow? Even if you choose not to make decisions, you are in control of this lifeline and your decision or indecision will change tomorrow.

An example: Two extreme examples of successful people who made decisions at the Center of Infinity. Mother Theresa and Timothy McVeigh. It is easy to see how the decisions they made in their lives created something wonderful and something horrific. The energy they used to fuel their hearts and minds, one of love, the other of hatred. One created a life of compassion the other created a life of violence. They both made decisions while in control of their lifelines, which will affect many generations of people to come. Long before these two people became well known, they made simple decisions everyday, just like you and I. The decisions they made at the Center of Infinity created the pathways to their own personal destinies. Two very different destinies.

How will you make the correct decisions in your life?